What I Need

I need to be vindicated thats what I seek...

I need to be liberated from the assumptions & preconceived notions that surround my being on an everyday basis, from the surrounding hecklers who heckle hoping to see a flaw, so that a resounding wave of "I told you so's" can resonate throughout the vicinity...

I wanna be free of these not-knowers who claim so much to know, with an amount of knowledge that really shows how much they actually don't know anything at all...

I wanna be vindicated of my continual trial, the prosecutor is foul, I'm now made guilty for just opening my mouth...

I seek to be vindicated of strife because it's turning the word "Persevere" into a cliche that I'm currently sick of, in fact I wouldn't mind if I never heard the word again. The word resembling my situations purpose hollow, meaningless, & old is now simply another thing that gets on my nerves & bothers me...

I'm sick of this gun squad that steadily takes aim at my pride, my determination, & my self-esteem picking them all off with pinpoint accuracy...

Vindicated is what I need to be because it makes me believe that the bitch called "Karma" gave up her position to "Loki The Trickster" so that now being a good person is meaningless & character is without a point, simply something the great trickster can sit back upon & laugh at...

I need you desperately vindication, I need to be made to believe regardless of whether it's true or not, {because for now a peace of mind is worth more to me than honesty}that my steady grind to do better is worth something, SOMETHING that could convince me to keep going because in all honesty ya'll...I'm tired...

So yeah, I need vindication, at least for a little while...